• The Summit Ghost Derivation

    A pittance of irrelevance. We are all dreaming a new pattern lifestyle. But not knowing which place will be a new dream. Desiring something that will be different and allow to be a better person, and in a better place. But wishing up all around everything around us with existent effort to modify our lives. And doing nothing at all but just pushing back to recalibrate with infinitesimal interest the discrepancy mode of our stress heart surroundings. Pushing back and pushing away does nothing more than to intensify our prognosticated stressed out overwhelming life.

    The concept and conception of being just simply here in the present with the force stress of de-intensified tenants around us in the most difficult moments we will ever face. It is most difficult to sit back and relax than to push back and push away. In this ancient world life we live in, we can always be definitively and distinctly troubled by everything that surrounds us. The textured life limiting our hearts. We are all augmented anger, yet we allow ourself to be a de-minstrel part of everything that surrounds. Instead of stepped back, we push it all away. In an effort to destroy everything that surrounds us. We do nothing but immeasurably inflate all of our mis-begivings. All that chemical warfare surrounds us has nothing to do with us. Yet we think we fight the good fight. But all we do is intensify our dark pedestal night.

    In these fractured times, which will always be fractured if we keep pushing back, we have the essence and ability of the true Self within to simply just enable the night to be just allowing it to be. What has happened in the past cannot be revisited. And if we sit here and let it be, instead of pushing back to push it away, it will always just, someday, with our patience in place, shift and drift away.

    No time like the present. No derision connection to the past. No dark past anticipation of the future. This time shall pass. All of this shall pass. In the present. In the space of the accepting heart always reeling for everything around us to change and evolve without our dark textured insufficient push back to push away. Our presence with the Self as the watcher and not the doer. All of this will re-ministrate our lives to give us the peace and presence of radical acceptance. And our constant evolution of the molecular interaction into universal light. Enlightenment beyond the Bardo remanifestation of darkness recalibration.

    Here and now. Faith and grace. And internal eternal peace.

  • The Transgression Modification Portal Restless Shine Until Eager Life

    Carving out the new threshold

    We are immaculate welfares of the targeted night

    Living all alone in the new immaculate interactions 

    All so irrelevant to the time depravation of the flood of the Self

    Insulating full universal threshold.

    Unaware of anything.  We play the restless game.

    Gathered without our innocence.  In a dream that 

    Never once subsumes with glory.  Allowing just

    Remedial seeker.  Transcend hover in the darkest hole.

    The medicine is a dark tungsten hue remanufacture 

    We were never able to see anything that was ever different

    In our life force dynastic stratification 

    In our new dark castigated home

    Deliver me now.  Deliver me then.

    We are dark in our plateau of unforgiveness 

    We are mediating the past with worthless 

    Chronic resistance.

    Of all that surrounds us, for the leverage we have feted 

    And the true Self deep within, macabre ego manipulated

    Bring anything back to sunset within the heart

    Losing our inner voice

    Never hearing our inner voice.

    Trampled down.  Trumpeted down.

    Carve all of this out, and you will see the light.

    There is nothing to do but simply just forgive.

    To seek forgiveness.  Within.  To release forgiveness.  Within.

    To forgive the egoic Self.  Within.  The internal eternal

    Modifications.  Forever wisping out the faith and grace.

    So many troubled lives.  So many troubled times.

    Desperate in these lonely lives.  Let it go.  Let it be.

    Wisp around until unified with the trees

    They surround you and release you

    With Mother Nature in your heart.

    The terraform glow.  We are ancient fate modification seekers.

    And now is the time to modify over fate until nothing.

    Forgiveness releases you from the karma stain

    To relieve your life and yourself of anything 

    That through time will carve you out and set you aside.

    The freedom flow is significant.  The freedom flow is now.

    Hedge your bet.  And release your stain, surround around.

    And know the only thing that is the truth.

  • Forgiveness Now. Forgiveness When

    Insist on a noble stare. Reluctant unlikeness

    These are all universal unconscious clearance

    The moment when we allow ourselves to seek forgiveness

    Inside. Within the Self. We are universal evolvement

    Into and onto a new plateau. When the night swing

    Whistles over. And we are allowed to be in

    The place where there is no more irrelevance

    And we are all together here. With nothing left

    To failure the beauty of our heart.

    Forgiveness now. Forgiveness when. We are always

    Long within these troubled times. When we are not willing to forgive

    Or to be forgiven. There is nothing left to do

    But continue to fight with the internal weakness

    And never allow ourselves to seek the internal

    Non-carnal evolution. Of the non-disruptive life.

    Forgiveness now. Forgiveness when. Plot all of

    The sequence. But simply opening up and eliminating weakness

    From the heart.

    What has happened before will never happen again

    What we speculate and anticipate will occur

    Will never happen as what we thought would derision or dissert it out

    The universal malice is a materialistic sequence.

    Never knowing. Never being. The pestilent life.

    Transmogrify. Transmodify. Wrestle the restless heart.

    And know that we are doing nothing

    But simple tarantalizing the

    Life in a new way

    Seeing the plummet oracle of dissonation.

    Abode. Singular satisfaction. Eliminating the dualistic nature.

    Listening only to the new threshold. Of new fascination.

    Forgiveness now. Forgiveness when.

    To those whom I have harmed. I seek forgiveness.

    To those I have injured with my egoic mind

    I have trickled with dissatisfaction

    The ego pushed away and disreputably

    Modified their lives

    I seek forgiveness.

    For those who have harmed me. I am ready to forgive.

    Nothing else that has happened before. Will ever happen again.

    The ego pushed back and away, and disseminated into

    The creation of conflict. And I was harmed.

    For this, I am willing to forgive.

    For when I have harmed myself. Harmed by the egoic mind.

    I am willing to forgive myself. The ego has cause dyslexia

    Internal stress. The backward times into de-evolution.

    I am willing to step away. And interacting the life

    Into a new structure of grace. I am willing to forgive

    The transmogrified Self

    And wash the ego to one side.

    Top eliminate the categorical questions of fate.

    For those I am willing to forgive.

    Forgiveness now. Forgiveness when. Eliminating

    The exoskeleton. And lifting the true Self

    Within. Emerge with the acceptance of forgiveness

    And modify the crush quotas that surround

    For this life. For the here and now. To eliminate all

    Materialistic structures. And adhere once again

    Back into the singular moment of the structure

    Of oneness. The dualistic fate has passed away.

    And we are only here to serve.

  • The Relentless Indifference of the De-Calibrated Mind. Let It Wash You Away. Equanimity.

    The pivotal hub home

    We are here relentlessly

    Away from disturbance

    De-Calibrate and fashion way without ludicrous indifference

    The pleasure is all mine

    The capitulated capstone

    Would derive away the calculated fate

    A mission with a missionary

    Would never subject you to change

    Mark down and away all of these subjective moments

    Now is the time for our de-fascinated dreams.

    The residue is the milk stain

    Govern your past life judiciously

    With the high energy recognition of

    What you once were

    You will never be again

    Dribble down the Phoenix psyche

    With the markedly fantastic fate

    A dribble dabble plugging any, plummeting any

    With Satan. What we imagine is some

    Unreconcilable darkness

    When he or it or she is nothing but a

    Psychic redirection pretentious concurrence

    The dark holacratic delicious religious

    Castigated mind

    Let the breath come and ease you

    Plummeting down majestically through the

    Anchor fate place darkness irrelevance

    We can now dispose this all away

    We can now, in this sequence

    Learn about all of the new images

    A deadened away soft light moment

    And unable to designate all of these raucous times

    There is no reason to do anything but just allow this all

    To flow itself away.

    Working admonishingly to recover and uncover

    Auspicious light within. Somewhere designate

    Washing away the egoic mind tied to the tusk

    Infusion of this materialistic world

    Wouldn’t it be wonderful. Wouldn’t it be angry

    To recalibrate and new organ reassess

    The darkness flow goddess of the heart mark my words

    Deep within. Where we can holistically, then realistically

    Empire over our didactic mind to the true

    Rama Krishna deliverance Self within

    This is where we are on the subjugation earth filled moments

    Forwarding the openness prognosticated by the breath

    To dive deep within what we are light inside the body

    That Self has no connection to the materialistic world

    There is a space. There is a place. For us all

    To be the watcher and not the doer

    To be the watcher to repress back the egoic ransack

    Egoic mind. And never be

    Anywhere more than the present

    Targeting the irrelevant moments just to notice them

    And let them all wisp and shift away

    Without pushing. Just releasing.

    This is auger. We are never too late

    To transcribe the true wisdom of the

    Ultimate candor based vision of life

    Deep within. The flood of aggressive motionless

    Only just there to eradicate in abstract

    And never fail to recognize

    The true Self within.

  • The Tangent of the Catastrophic Flood: The Van Gogh Nightmare Turns to Light

    Brooding my timeframe disallowance. To achieve back into the un-renunciation salvage of life. The darkness progenitor once began here. Distance so far away from the Northern Frisian platform where Van Gogh began his restless formation of a continued religious life. Where he was earnestly captivated into the quadrant threshold of his life less ordinary pattern denigrated by the dead-life of his executed brother. Whisked away by the family, swarming his discharge from his contemplative life. Eons ago, on the vacated island finger where captivated coal servants planted wistfully in a recreation of minor hedge bets, detracting away from the surface of the land.

    Never meaning, never seeing. Never anything but a detracted fish hook from all these miss the breath moments. The family jewels had emaciated him. The distant religious dogmatic father had senselessly forgotten him. And he wrapped up in a destituted lover’s gravity. Finding his way simply because the form of a chronic disillusion into the highbrid demarcation of a distant, wayward child, now a young woman. The lustful disparagement wrestled him away.

    The manic depression new limit indifference drove him away from his bureaucratic detention to a dogmatic Christian faith. Wrestled by his needless indifference to his unsettled perception of a migrant family circle, he admonished the dark side of life. Not knowing or seeing, how close he was to the dark side of life, he began to drag away filter. Not for a moment anything more than restlessly insufficient. Not knowing who he thought and wanted to be. He disclosed his drift to his younger brother, an art curator in Paris, where he met other newly invigorated insider artistic dream quotient new rivals and beginning lovers. It was here where he evolved his darkness painting into a lighter brush. And eventually re-liberated himself to Arles, much lighter and brighter than the North Frisian finger island.

    Here in Arles he began to weave and weep into his manic depression. Yet illuminating all of the Manichean fables deep inside and within. The Roman ruins were a measure of honest faith for him. Targeting all of the sarcastic flood with his inner strength of new fundamental realization. Of new and deep productive insight of how this life cycle can allow you to breed and breath and bleed. Back and forth with his manic depression. In within, and out without. Painting all of the natural and materialistic surroundings into deep inner universal subconscious redirection of the soft subtle mind. He painted a replication of the board inner perception of all that surrounded him. To share with those who lack insight what they could truly see if they allowed themselves to deviate inertia into the magnetism plateau without gracelessness. And sharing all of this, he slowly, mechanically, drifted away from any conscious breath, wrapped up and down with manic depression that drew and sucked him away from any possibility to ever be part of the earth again.

    A knife to his ear here in Arles. A bullet to his head back to the north of Paris. But before that he saw anything. One to become. Always to subjecting dream it out without the satisfied baseline into the heart. A true disciple of the next life. Adherence to the truth. A drift and shift away from melancholic blues. Only to return, and nestle the life with greatness. A new and final catastrophic flood.

  • This Is How We Evolve Through This Dispatchment of This Cycle of Life

    We are all just passing through.   Our time here is spent reluctantly as the viper swirl begins to inhibit us.  We are transferred down mechanisms with no glorifications.  We have spent time waiting for the evaporation.  Nautical cleansing all around the presumptuous raft swing of fate.  Paddling ourselves towards the eminent beast fear of some new tadpole plurific language.  Our remains that would debacle us.  Swimming in the calculated water across the transcended mechanism.  Waiting for all of these moments to pass away, so that we may return to the cosmic shelter of enlightenment.  Spin the gears.  Waste the fears.  We are in the crust tip of night.

    Salutary deliverance.  An elite measure of transcendental fate.  No chapel barristers settling down your unlikely mode of resistance.  I have seen all these deep within the universal plateaus the mind.  Where the Self regiments.  So uncarefully targeted the bones to faith.  When the body expires the mind will emigrate with it.  And I will return away from the atoms and molecules to infuse back into the black hole saga that platform differentiates only subtly from the materialistic world that surrounds.  

    A momentary glimpse at the alternate life cycle that exists just beyond the windows and the doors of the mind.  All these different views of night wheel target faith.  Just beyond the shelter there is terror.  Just beyond the menacing night swirl there is a new patten of rusted soul clearance.  And this is when we return to the true light.  And this is when we plant our feet in the new internal exhaustation manifestation.

    How I long to become one, once again, with the black hole darkness.  How I long, once again, to cease these limitless patterns of the mind to be once again with objective unity.  How I long, once again, to eradicate the mathematical quotient principle and return to the place with nothing but space.  Would it that it were one more meteor crash, to deliver this nauseous target life once again into the new pneumonic view patterns restlessly weaving out through the universal void.

    Where there is darkness, there is light.   Where there is tragedy, there is a new muscle deliverance of might.   My might, I might wrestle restlessly once again into void, far away into the void, where there are no more patterns but the mathematical evolution of atoms into molecules, molecules into whatever makes sense to direct inside the universal acceptance model of what is not right or wrong, but simply just what is.   We can wrestle with this tempestuous pain.  Or we just allow the cylinder to begin to swirl over all of pretentious credence back into the limitless rejuvenation of light.  From darkness there is light.  From limitless there is might.  Might I?  I would never know.  The Self descends and wobbles out articulating through the barricades.  And I am all and everything and one, once again.

  • Transmigrated Course of Perpetual Light 

    Infused with grace.  There was no more longing 

    Trumpet fire.   Trumpet siren songs

    Reaching out across the wilderness 

    Limiting the impact of misperceived fate

    This is how we would walk on our flattened feet

    Without toes to seek out the balance 

    Because we have all the direction that we need

    From the inner core of eternal light,

    Of eternal lifefullness

    That is how we would breed the future from the past

    Without any recriminations, and without any expectation 

    This is how we would halt our concerns for the future 

    And diving down once again into the flyby lifefullness

    Of never once again expecting, speculating 

    Or directing the pathway of our toeless feet towards

    Some imagined drawn out map of fate

    I would have been less than regressed before this time 

    Before the ego rotted the soul with mindless, 

    Lustful, greed filled expectations 

    The eye has no attainment to compassion, and

    The ego only a selfish vagrant vehicle 

    Trapped inside what can transpire

    To infuse the ego with the completion of 

    A desirous act

    It was the ego that drew me down to this 

    Macabre platform stage of 

    Lustful greed

    From the fate trafficked aura of just some young child

    Wrapped up in the delusional aspiration 

    Of arising forth into

    Life in this material world

    How I eloquently constructed this pyramid 

    Of drawn out expectations, 

    Of how I created the contrived masterpiece 

    Of this brutal samsara cycle 

    Ego evolution

    Weighing me down until I am now trapped in the

    Triangular apex of this pyramidion 

    Even though I would no longer shout 

    And regurgitate the penitential 

    Confusion of the wrath of this cycle of existence

    I am still tapped in the prison lifetime 

    Of having built the pyramid 

    So that I believed I could rest in some

    Vestibule of comfort at the top of

    My materialistic world of building blocks

    There is no resting in comfort 

    There is only trapped in the triangular apex

    Of egoic imprisonment 

    But I know now that I can step outside 

    I know now that I can seethe and breathe

    The infusion of light from the grace of the 

    Reconstructed soul

    I know that I can telegraph my existence

    Across these fertile planes 

    That I can come to a resting place

    Within the penumbra of kindness, compassion 

    The satellite of love 

    Away from the compression of the ego

    That I can stand and sing and shout 

    Without any lingering absence of the soul

    There is no more hibernation in the darkness 

    There is only a plummeting down through the tunnel of darkness 

    To transform into, transmigrate into

    The passageway of light

    We are not sinners

    We are not fate warriors

    We are only chaplains of doubt

    Who have been reinvigorated with the compassionate infusion 

    Of trust and faith 

    No longer a quested agnostic prophet

    Only a simple anchorite monk

    Sitting on the threshold of light 

    Awaiting for the repeated circumnavigation 

    Of the truth through the patternless pathway 

    Away from organic flesh 

    Into the eternal, never shutting down or closing away the 

    Transmigrated course of perpetual light 

    Becoming one with all around

    Like simple atom plummeting down 

    From the cycle of fusion fission 

    That engages everything with the indescribable 

    Ever ready brightness of deliverance 

  • The Spiritual Manifestation of Internal Dissonance 

    Acceptance and forgiveness.  Corroboration.   The endless

    Disallowance of no true faith.

    Of no dissonance in the heart that will

    Exaggerate the fulfillment and make us meteoric shine

    The festival of light swayed among us

    The festival of light covered all the accentuated bones

    And made us see the starlight 

    Made us abnormally new release surge

    And hover no more above the arcane acceptance 

    Of no new unraveled resistance

    This life is so full of all the dissolved patterns 

    This was all once so unique.  We shroud as a cavernistic child

    These would be no new indicia indifference 

    No new dissonance indifference 

    Calculating the night spin

    No new energy to be more than 

    Discretely in it all 

    The dissonant tones flicking the mechanistic grift fingers

    The erratic glow to milkfront the 

    Harmonious image.  We were never completely and fully on this edge 

    Until we dropped off and cannonistic surged 

    The gun barrel new iconic watercress 

    The evolution of the child beyond into the adolescent life

    That is where we first lost our bearings

    That is when we first lost our internal perception 

    Into the grace pattern drawing us out of the bardo

    And re-affectating us onto the planet plane

    We were once attached to nothing

    We were once seeking no deliverance 

    We were once just a hedge breath away 

    From never competing with anyone, or anything

    All of the patterns were useless

    All of these patterns were ruthless 

    Transplanting us now down into the new

    Hedonistic credence manipulation 

    The adolescent mind surging away from the peace pattern

    And simple acceptance reliance on the Self 

    Now moving us forward into a realm 

    Of deceptive desire, lust and aversion

    We were once always nothing but de-calculated

    Now we are nothing but re-calculated 

    Looking for our space in time. For our manufactured 

    Foothold in the lionization plateau

    To make ourselves be a lion’s breath whine

    Materialist inadequacy.  Before there was anything close to

    A recognition.

    These times are nothing we cannot release ourselves from

    We are not backdating.  We are truly bringing ourselves into the present 

    Where we can dwell with the inner self within

    That will allow us once again to be who we truly are

    There is no reason to accept anything in particular 

    There is only a reason to accept anything without any

    Search pattern rewind

    The ebb and flow was a carnalization 

    Deep inside we are no one more different than who we truly are

    Who we have always been

    There is no reason, no basis to search for perception 

    There is always only realization and acceptance 

    To open the mind tangentially and then completely 

    Into true unworldly perception 

    No more gloves on your fingertips to announce 

    The spiritual manifestation of internal dissonance 

    Just feel the glimmer without the glamour 

    And know that without any disallocation 

    Deep inside we are the one true saint 

    With the prophet’s song 

    With the prophet preamble parabolic pledge 

    That there will never be anything above do not dream about

    We are not here to creatively manufacture

    We are only here to perpetually evolve

    The true inner self

    Away from the materialistic disaffection 

    Of the carnalistic disturbed mind.

  • The Texture of the Whale Bones Starting to Vacillate

    The nestle swoon is uprising. No clarification 

    For my lustful dreams.

    You were a nemesis of a ghost.  Conflagration all 

    Around me. New clarification I would dismount.

    But there was never any caloric sanctity. 

    We were never anything but tempestuous bones, 

    Swirling around with fingertip distribution

    Making our way towards irrelevating this 

    Lifespan.  The bones of the truth 

    Elaborating our weakness. You were the target of me.

    Agamemnon terrified.  Splattered against the 

    Dark coast of water.  Making your way towards me. 

    A tyrannical beast wrapping around warped 

    With transgressions.  The platter hue of disbelief

    Terrorizing my maniacal mystical sainthood

    Recalibrating my darkness with an internal wisp

    Of tragic fate.

    Living your life aimlessly.  You would not be comfortable

    In the menacing discomfort of having to assess the 

    Weakness.   Of having to mark down, mark up and

    Decadently eliminate from side to side

    All of the digestion of internal weakness.

    Transforming, trans-manufacturing, all of these ossified 

    Terroristic bones.  Building the castle component of the

    Towering statue.  The temple tooth to a tooth cup

    Gathering all of the side sword transgressions into 

    The distressed heart.

    There was a great totem pole fascination.  New

    Creedence of greed, deep within the caustic

    Pattern of the heart eliminating all of the

    Talented breath that would have desecrated

    You from this lingering wasteland 

    Deep within your cruel moments. Your accrued 

    Cruel moments.  Directing to stride forward and wisk back 

    The spin.  The swirling forward spine of the whale bone

    Skeleton tangled deep within the autumn sky

    Bloodbath architecture flood of golden ships

    The dark night tangential feeling that all of this 

    Would never be here to make back these 

    Cuneiform insidious mystical moments.

    I was wondering what you meant when you said it

    I didn’t quite know the words because I do not 

    Speak the language you disseminate from the incestuous life within

    Not that incest was ever wrong.  But I did not know 

    The difference being what you said, and what you meant.

    The category of fools.  Never knowing once how to telegraph

    Your weakness for me to assess and draw out

    Pity for.   Never knowing once how I would have been

    Able to make all of these chapters, reverberate and re-innovate.

    Perhaps there were remnants that occurred

    But I will never see.  Someday I might tag this 

    With the breast bone of the targeted and 

    Summarily attacked whales breath. 

    The lungs are flooding me now.  I may just simply start to rot

    And there is nothing that could have changed or altered 

    My incestuous beauty heart

    Clear out the way.  I am beckoning now without being found

    Nestled into these dreams.  And nothing else will ever happen, 

    That I have not seen before.  Deep within.  Inside those 

    Multiple plateaus of the dark basement of the mind.

  • The Belly Fire.  The Incestuous Wrought

    Drawing all the circles within us

    No more tambourine shout.  Worthless, pointless.

    No more remedies for insular voyages

    The target retroaction has begun.

    I knew you when there was a flood.  You are

    Marking me with clearance.  Direct vibrations on the tongue.

    Raptured up the cleanse.  Two fists to swear it out

    Declementcy.  Never any more or less universal

    Pain.  Deduced to new monk faith and pain

    Eradicate the new faith away

    You are scavenger night.  And I could never

    Once again see your beautiful face.

    Losing all of these battles.  I have now transacted.  All of

    These things were meant for nothing.  You have disturbed me all.

    What is it you are fighting for?  No more anything

    Shall ever be my tapestry anywhere with you

    Divine presence random hallucination

    You targeted unawareness.  Cover up your gloves

    We are summit on the hill with no reason 

    To rest our breath anymore.

    I saw this abuse me in that failure.  A restless

    Tempestuous harmony.  Auger gathering.

    A vessel hue.  Mark these up for me

    I have not seen them before.

    Recalibrate your darkness.  And stop pretending 

    That there was nothing more that was lingering 

    That would reverse you from the sky.

    We have archived these.  Make a new pattern with swings

    Hanging down from the magnolia tree funneling down the

    Edge of the hill that swells the water river 

    Slowing flinging forward at the base of all the 

    Earth that is beneath us.

    The swing swirling back and forth from the limbs of 

    The magnolia tree.  You are in the cabin house

    I am on the swing.  Swinging desperate measures of 

    New household coventry.  Just before I would ever know

    What transpired in the cabin at the top of the hill.

    Your belly of the sperm of the whale.

    Transgressions.  New fate.  Swirling up and down

    Until the knife has you cut you out and down

    Through and far out.  Administer the faith you said.

    Feeling the lackluster moments.  You Eden prairie 

    Glance out the timmering fate.  The new arousal

    That would separate you far away.

    Tungsten glow rapture.  When the electricity shines

    I would not have thought there would ever be a change.

    Deliberation of deliverance.  No one knows my name.

    Tethered here to the cabin walls.  After swirling in the 

    Magnolia swing.  Or before.  Swirling in the magnolia swing.

    The fire glow.  The remnants of deliberate fate attack crackle.

    The belly fire.  The incestuous wrought.  Please 

    Do not know my name.